This poem captured my inner life journey since I left China. I was sad growing up, so I learnt to put all the masks on me, be strong, be independent, be smart, be humble, be different...

To fulfill the desire of the masks, I went to study in Paris then more studies in Solvay Business School, Brussels. Worked in the Chamber of Commerce and private companies in Brussels. The mask became so sticky that I confused who I am with who I pretended to be for a long time. But still, I wasn't happy until...

I found Pilates practice. It made me feel good about my body, my strength, and my shape. My physical health was great.

I managed 2 studios and 2 restaurants, but I wasn't happy until...

I ask myself, why am I still not happy? What is happiness? Is my happiness baseline far below the horizon? This is not the life I want to live, so what kind of life do I want to live?

Coaching came to my life in 2019, through professional coaching training, I learnt to look within, that inner space transformed from a dark, sad, lacking place to a nourishing, abundant, fertile soil for joy.

My Clients' stories and experiences touched me deeply, the desire to change the potential we all possess but have not fulfilled, the inner happiness to be created by the true selves, not the false selves. The pain and the recovery. The truth unfolds only when we feel safe.